This is my first post but I have a question I need solved.
when I was 12 years old I stumbled on to a porn site and saw videos of sex, and I got hard. After a while I turned off the site and went to bed... I was still thinking about it, and I started to stroke myself, I didn't feel anything and it actually hurt at first. I thought to myself "It hurts, so why do people do it...? There must be some kind of goodness to it."
I grabbed my shirt and gripped it over my penis and started stroking myself. It still hurt, but after a while it started feeling better and then better. "Wow, this must be why people do it" I thought to myself. At first I thought I peed myself, but it was sticky and smelled differnt. I became tierd and such. I never have felt that kind of goodness before. I looked at the shirt to see the cum splattered on it. It felt so good. But i feel asleep. After school the next day I went in my room do do the exact same thing. I did it over and over, I must have done it 15 times in three hours. After i was hungry and tried to get up, but I coulden't It was hard for me to even walk, I was scared, so to make this story shorter I did it at least 1-5 times a day, But everytime I came to my climax I noticed I didn't let out that much.
I am now 14 years old and still do it, and still get the same effect. and my balls are now saggy. I now used my hand when I turned 13 years old so I could see my cum. But it doesn't shoot out anymore. it just oozes out. and not even that much. It still feels good to me, but not as much as it did when I was 12. In fact I never had my 'wet dream' And now I think to myself, When I was using cloth did I make it to where I could not spray anymore? And will I run out of semen? :confused:
I'm confused and scared on what I should do, Can anyone tell me anything?