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I met someone this past weekend. And he makes me feel very nice all over! And he made me blush and he hugged me lots! Oddly, I knew him in my game and met him in person while I was visiting some other friends. They live very close to each other and didn't even know! I thought thatw as pretty funny. By the end of my visit, we both wished we had had more time to visit with each other. And now he is jumping into the foray my friend has been chanting at me for like a year, to move out there! haha.
Anyways. I really do like this guy. But he's like 2100 miles away at the moment (i am moving but not far from where i'm currently living) and am still pondering where else to go. I am having anxiety about the relationship in general, if it even goes anywhere. I might have a better chance of anything happening if I moved out there. I am still applying for jobs, and I am not really willing to move and spend the money to move that far without a real job prospect. I have a previous incident back in 2005-06 where I mvoed back to my original city area, and things didn't really work out that well. :( The job prospect was not really much of one and ended up taking almost 3 months to follow through after spending like $2000 to move back out there. And then I lost the job after about 4 months... so I ended up back in vegas. So, I guess I fear another bad incident like that again. I will admit, he is definitely a stronger pull for me to move out to Ohio. :) Plus I like the zoo!
Anyways. I guess since my recent breakup is still affecting me, I guess i'm just being scared of screwing up or something... But new fellow does make me feel rather nice :) I am still blushing over his hugs and when he kissed me the last morning (I didn't sleep with him! But he did kiss me and hugs me a lot!) He is definitely something far more positive for me. Especially that he seems facinated by babies, loves rollarcoaters as much as I do (maybe more!) and loves to cook too.
Anyways, I had an anxiety attack or something last night adn went to the ER. Oddly, my ex almost took me to the ER because my parents weren't home. I guess i'm wondering if I should tell the new fellow about it. I know he would care what happens to me, and he would probably rather know and help than knowing my Ex did. (they sort of know each other in the game, and they don't really like each other!)
anyways... just kind of thinking out loud. I guess i've been needing to talk or vent or just blurb out stuff in my mind and heart.
I met someone this past weekend. And he makes me feel very nice all over! And he made me blush and he hugged me lots! Oddly, I knew him in my game and met him in person while I was visiting some other friends. They live very close to each other and didn't even know! I thought thatw as pretty funny. By the end of my visit, we both wished we had had more time to visit with each other. And now he is jumping into the foray my friend has been chanting at me for like a year, to move out there! haha.
Anyways. I really do like this guy. But he's like 2100 miles away at the moment (i am moving but not far from where i'm currently living) and am still pondering where else to go. I am having anxiety about the relationship in general, if it even goes anywhere. I might have a better chance of anything happening if I moved out there. I am still applying for jobs, and I am not really willing to move and spend the money to move that far without a real job prospect. I have a previous incident back in 2005-06 where I mvoed back to my original city area, and things didn't really work out that well. :( The job prospect was not really much of one and ended up taking almost 3 months to follow through after spending like $2000 to move back out there. And then I lost the job after about 4 months... so I ended up back in vegas. So, I guess I fear another bad incident like that again. I will admit, he is definitely a stronger pull for me to move out to Ohio. :) Plus I like the zoo!
Anyways. I guess since my recent breakup is still affecting me, I guess i'm just being scared of screwing up or something... But new fellow does make me feel rather nice :) I am still blushing over his hugs and when he kissed me the last morning (I didn't sleep with him! But he did kiss me and hugs me a lot!) He is definitely something far more positive for me. Especially that he seems facinated by babies, loves rollarcoaters as much as I do (maybe more!) and loves to cook too.
Anyways, I had an anxiety attack or something last night adn went to the ER. Oddly, my ex almost took me to the ER because my parents weren't home. I guess i'm wondering if I should tell the new fellow about it. I know he would care what happens to me, and he would probably rather know and help than knowing my Ex did. (they sort of know each other in the game, and they don't really like each other!)
anyways... just kind of thinking out loud. I guess i've been needing to talk or vent or just blurb out stuff in my mind and heart.
