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Hello,
The recent months have been living hell for me, although I'm only 15 I've been faced with the substance problems of many adults. Back in October I met a girl (the perfect one) who I discovered had an interest in me, however I had a serious secret... an addiction to ecstasy that few knew about.
After we decided to get to know each other I made the decision to quit the drug for my life's sake. Unfortunately the withdrawal was a lengthy and painful process, that I am still struggling with, and led to depression, lack of interest etc. Now I am in the process of fixing everything, things came to a complete halt after that first weekend we talked and I decided to quit,and looking back, it kills me to think "what could have been". I've only had a few conversations with her in the past month, mostly me explaining that I was going through very hard times... never mentioning it was drug related.
So now I'll be having a party after New Years, and I'm hoping everyone who didn't know me before can get to know who I really am, including her. I know I will confront her, but I don't know exactly what to say, should I mention that I quit the drugs for her, and that this whole thing was me going through withdrawal? She knows I still like her, and if it doesn't work and we just become friends, I can move on, but like I said before, this girl is perfect and I don't want to think "what could have been".
Best way to approach this?
The recent months have been living hell for me, although I'm only 15 I've been faced with the substance problems of many adults. Back in October I met a girl (the perfect one) who I discovered had an interest in me, however I had a serious secret... an addiction to ecstasy that few knew about.
After we decided to get to know each other I made the decision to quit the drug for my life's sake. Unfortunately the withdrawal was a lengthy and painful process, that I am still struggling with, and led to depression, lack of interest etc. Now I am in the process of fixing everything, things came to a complete halt after that first weekend we talked and I decided to quit,and looking back, it kills me to think "what could have been". I've only had a few conversations with her in the past month, mostly me explaining that I was going through very hard times... never mentioning it was drug related.
So now I'll be having a party after New Years, and I'm hoping everyone who didn't know me before can get to know who I really am, including her. I know I will confront her, but I don't know exactly what to say, should I mention that I quit the drugs for her, and that this whole thing was me going through withdrawal? She knows I still like her, and if it doesn't work and we just become friends, I can move on, but like I said before, this girl is perfect and I don't want to think "what could have been".
Best way to approach this?
