Ask Dan & Jennifer

...
this is kinda complicated
and pathetic to

i mean.. writting this stuff down
between pathetic and sad
yet, an option is still an option
so here.. we.. go...

i'm the clasic "nice guy"
lots of friends that are girls,
but no actuall girlfriend

and i kinda HAVE a problem
3 actually...

1.This girl I totally feel in love with (for the first and only time actually)
and well i did kinda... did it,
i came out, and said everything that i wanted to say
but she said no, becuase she was getting back with her ex
and we stop talking..

a few months later i found her again
she never came back with her ex because of "someone else"
and she was.. surprisingly nice with me
like if she would might want something
like if i was the "someone/something" else..

but as soon as i got in touch with her
she hookep up with another guy
(i know.. buuuu me)
and one night i was kinda drunk
and i called her and told her "f*ck off you b*tch"
and some other stuff.. hehe..
and she replied with rude.. material as well

then this guy was just using her as a one night stand
and she actually fell in love with him
and that ended there
(and yeah, i felt sorry for her.. really)

now i see her once in a while (she's my neightburg now)
and i don't know what to do
shoud i try to get close to her???
(i know most people will say "YES GO FOR IT!!")
but she hurt me so badly and i hurt her to
and i'm not in love anymore (thanks God)
but... there's still something about her.

2. this girl i'm gonna talk about now
the clasic girl that is ONLY your friend
becuase you see her that way

she had this boyfriend since i meet her
and we get along realy well
yes.. my best friend
but it goes like this (is kinda funny to read)

one day
she broke up..
then back together ..
then broke up..
another boyfriend..
broke up..
back with ex#1..
broke up..
guy #3..
broke up..
guy #1 again..
broke up
and that's it

(wait a sec.. she's not getting back this time!?!?!?)
yeah, she's not (that's what she said!) <--- funny line!!!

so suddenly my dear friend COULD be more than a friend..

yet... looking at her that way..
she seems to complicated as a girlfriend
i know i could ask her out
i'm 99% she would say yes
but i just don't wanna f*uck up my friendship with her
or just become

guy #4
broke up
back with guy #1
etc..

you know what i mean?
(OH YES YOU DO!!, dont ya love retoric questions??) <---- another one!!

(if you are reading this, whoever it's reading, random person or D&J, well there's more!!)

3. clasic little sister of your friend
who you always thought
"well.. she's kinda cute"
but never did anything about it
you forgot about her
you "moved on"
and then... bam!!
back to your life

same college as you
lots of things in common
same background
matching.. stuff(??)
whatever...

the point is, that whe i first meet her
(again)
i thought
".. she's kind of a no good woman"
but actually she is
and it hurts to say but i like her a LOT (damn..)
and we have become really close friends
but that's it!!

and i'm kinda in Girl #1 pre-history again
you know the time whe you are really desperate and you go kinda like..

"what should i do???"
***coin toss
"ask her to be mine!!"
baaaaaaaad idea
ahahhaa
i moved to fast there

ok things i learned, the "I LOVEEEEEEEE YOUUUU"
freak girls out
.. well who wound't freak out???
and moving WAY to fast ain't that good either.. (i guess)

so.. yeah BIG MESS!!!
but anyway it's FUN ^^
and more than the point of being rejcted by #2 and #3
is losing what i already have with the
because it's kinda cool
but i do want more

and with #1..
there's still something about her..

well ANY idea will come in handly

at last tip
for the next 3 monhts i'm gonna be able to be around #3 personally
and #1 and #2.. well
facebook and msn gotta get this job done ;)

"help.. i need somebody.. help.."
:D