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I am in my early twenties and so is my gf. My gf and I have been going out officially for almost ten months now. I think that she is the one who I want to be with for the rest of my life and we have talked about marriage and our future relationship many times and she is on the same page with me.
Anyway, after a few months, we decided to have a sexual relationship as well. Before our first time together, she asked me if I was still a virgin, and I answered that I was NOT, but in truth, I WAS until I started sleeping with her. I was previously with a girl about a year before and an incident happened were everyone thought that we had sex, but it was not sex at all.
I am very ashamed that I lied to her and I came clean yesterday about how I lied to her. I see her almost every single day the past ten months, and now I am in a long distance relationship until school starts again. Normally, we would talk about our problems right away and try to resolve and conflicts that we have. I have always been honest with her, except for this issue because I was scared and afraid, which is very very very idiotic on my part. So, I have called her numerous times, left lots of voice mails and texted her for most of the day, and she has not even acknowledge my existence. I really want to work this out, but I don't know how to go about it when I cant make any contact with her. What should I do? Should I stop making any attempts to contact her? Should I keep trying to talk to her? I am really lost... thanks for your help, I really need it.
I am in my early twenties and so is my gf. My gf and I have been going out officially for almost ten months now. I think that she is the one who I want to be with for the rest of my life and we have talked about marriage and our future relationship many times and she is on the same page with me.
Anyway, after a few months, we decided to have a sexual relationship as well. Before our first time together, she asked me if I was still a virgin, and I answered that I was NOT, but in truth, I WAS until I started sleeping with her. I was previously with a girl about a year before and an incident happened were everyone thought that we had sex, but it was not sex at all.
I am very ashamed that I lied to her and I came clean yesterday about how I lied to her. I see her almost every single day the past ten months, and now I am in a long distance relationship until school starts again. Normally, we would talk about our problems right away and try to resolve and conflicts that we have. I have always been honest with her, except for this issue because I was scared and afraid, which is very very very idiotic on my part. So, I have called her numerous times, left lots of voice mails and texted her for most of the day, and she has not even acknowledge my existence. I really want to work this out, but I don't know how to go about it when I cant make any contact with her. What should I do? Should I stop making any attempts to contact her? Should I keep trying to talk to her? I am really lost... thanks for your help, I really need it.
