Hi,
I am a college student, I am not openly gay, but I really like this guy in my class. I have never really liked anyone this much before and I don't know what to do and I can't think of anything else but him ... I'm obsessed. He leaves home and then to study abroad for spring semester soon and I won't see him for 9 months! - so help, what should I do?
We flirt a little with each other in class (or at least I do lol) but I don't really know if he is gay. When we are working at school he will come upstairs to talk to me when I'm alone or when he's bored. We didn't really talk a lot before, but over the last couple weeks we have gotten to know each other better. He has the most beautiful blue eyes and once I caught him staring at me and when we talk we always seem to link eyes (I never do that with anyone else b.c. I am pretty shy). Sometimes he makes jokes (you know guys) about me or him doing stuff in front of others or being a whore (lol, all a joke... my classmates are really weird, I know!). I don't know if he's trying to hide his sexuality (the other day he was talking about some "hot" girls too) or if he's sending me signals at the same time. It's just too complicated for me to understand since I'm not out either. And today he sat right next to me on the couch when he could've sat at the other end. I don't know if I am reading the signals correctly or not, but I really like this guy and it makes me sad that I could lose him for almost a year - I don't want him to leave!
Thanks,
D