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1/2 year ago I met my best guy friend online (and since then we talk every single day). We fell in love for each other and a couple of months later we broke up. He moved on with his life, I didn’t because I always loved it through all this time.
We’ve never been together until this week. A few months back he said he didn’t love me the same way but he had/ has a special care for me – and we have a very special and strong emotional bond and we are very attached emotionaly. When we were together we kissed and everything between us felt so natural, we weren’t even shy or embarrassed when we first saw each other, it was like we have had been together in the past (which we weren’t). For three days we walked holding hands, hugged and kissed a lot, always with a lot of caring and love for each other.
He also said to me something like if he liked me as much as he was realizing he did, than we would both suffer a lot with the distance, even though we had been through it in the past.
Now I’m back home and I’m really starting to miss him a lot and it’s being more difficult than I thought it would – I cry everyday because I really miss him and I don’t feel happy here without him. For the first time I truly felt happy and he told me I made him happy too.
It’s really hard to get to see him, just the train travel to there is like 40€ (I don’t know how much it is in dollars). I spent 100€ for three days with him, and I’m only 18 and don’t have a job and my parents can’t afford that amount of money every month.
My parents are getting divorced so my mom and I will have to move to another city, which will be even further from him, which means more money to spend. I’m thinking of asking my mom to move to his city (not only because of him but also because I truly felt home in there) but I feel selfish for asking that.
With that said my questions are: what should I do? I feel really sad here without him (and he can’t come over). Should I talk to my mom and ask her that, which I’m pretty sure she will say no!? How can I make the pain easier? I know it’s being hard for him too, which makes me suffer even more. And I know I won’t forget him that easy, I think I do love him, like my true first love, I really believe he’s my soul mate. I know you might think I’m too young to know what real love his, but I’m almost sure it is!
Please, help me! I really miss him!
(I'm sorry for make this too long)
1/2 year ago I met my best guy friend online (and since then we talk every single day). We fell in love for each other and a couple of months later we broke up. He moved on with his life, I didn’t because I always loved it through all this time.
We’ve never been together until this week. A few months back he said he didn’t love me the same way but he had/ has a special care for me – and we have a very special and strong emotional bond and we are very attached emotionaly. When we were together we kissed and everything between us felt so natural, we weren’t even shy or embarrassed when we first saw each other, it was like we have had been together in the past (which we weren’t). For three days we walked holding hands, hugged and kissed a lot, always with a lot of caring and love for each other.
He also said to me something like if he liked me as much as he was realizing he did, than we would both suffer a lot with the distance, even though we had been through it in the past.
Now I’m back home and I’m really starting to miss him a lot and it’s being more difficult than I thought it would – I cry everyday because I really miss him and I don’t feel happy here without him. For the first time I truly felt happy and he told me I made him happy too.
It’s really hard to get to see him, just the train travel to there is like 40€ (I don’t know how much it is in dollars). I spent 100€ for three days with him, and I’m only 18 and don’t have a job and my parents can’t afford that amount of money every month.
My parents are getting divorced so my mom and I will have to move to another city, which will be even further from him, which means more money to spend. I’m thinking of asking my mom to move to his city (not only because of him but also because I truly felt home in there) but I feel selfish for asking that.
With that said my questions are: what should I do? I feel really sad here without him (and he can’t come over). Should I talk to my mom and ask her that, which I’m pretty sure she will say no!? How can I make the pain easier? I know it’s being hard for him too, which makes me suffer even more. And I know I won’t forget him that easy, I think I do love him, like my true first love, I really believe he’s my soul mate. I know you might think I’m too young to know what real love his, but I’m almost sure it is!
Please, help me! I really miss him!
(I'm sorry for make this too long)
