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Ive been with a man for 5 years. He has cheated on me in the passed 4 times that I know of... we decided to work things out. even though i still resent him for it when we fight. I met this guy at work we started chatting and over some time i fell in love with him, i didnt think it would lead to anything at first...but now i cant stop thinking of him. we all went out for drinks one night and i kissed him it was amazing!! but i felt too guilty the next day to actually enjoy the feeling! the guy im in a relationship with has now suddenly changed and is doing and saying all the right things, everything i wanted him to change he now has. I think he suspected something was up. Now Im so torn how do I decide which one I want. Obviously I cant go on like this I need to choose. On the one side the guy I am with is a good person and I love him. but this new man ive fallen for at work is just so enticing! i cant help myself... I live with the man im in a relationship with we have a lot of mutual friends it will be so akward/complicated to leave him. but how do I just let this guy go that I feelings for - when I speak to him I cant stop smiling. if a day goes passed that we dont speak I feel miserable and I miss him... can anyone please help me? I dont know what to do?
