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I have been with my boyfriend for a little over a year..well I guess we have been together since December and not just dating anymore. See there was never a clear line on exactly what kind of relationship we shared...I spent 5 out of 7 days a week with him spending the night and playing house I guess you could say. But when he felt like being single then he had this little talk with me about "what are we to you" kind of questions and then would go out and cheat in my opinion. Now in hindsight I see that I was pretty much stupid to play along, but I was so head over heels for him that I let my emotions cloud my judgement. During this time he dumped me to try to have a relationship with a girl who only wanted to be his friend until I came into the picture and since he was taking her out to dinner and shopping all the time before I came into the picture I suppose she got a little jealous and all of a sudden had "feelings" for him. He called me like a week later and told me he was not happy and that he had made a huge mistake and was hoping that I would still want to talk to him. Because he realized that it was me that really made him happy and not her. Mistake #1 was that I fell for it and later I find out that he is still talking to her behind my back as well as talking to other girls that he had met in bars. And to top that all off was still sleeping with his ex wife who now he acts like they are just friends, but I don't believe that. You don't sleep with your best friends. Well along this roller coaster ride, I found out that I was pregnant....I was on the pill but ended up pregnant anyway. I don't know that I will ever be able to trust him....so I ask is it even worth it to try and have a relationship with someone just to raise a child?
