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I don't know how much sense I will make in this post but I'll do what I can.
Lately I have been going through some rough times and thinking about things I don't want to think about. I know I can probably say some of my problems here and I'm I will get some advice but I have decided to try to find a solution my own way. Some of my troubles are based on sex and romance, or lack thereof in my case. However, there is more to it than just that.
I won't say that I'm completely unhappy but I know that I for quite some time now, I have not been able to feel happy or even satisfied for an extended amount of time. There always seems to be something happening in life or something happening in my mind that prevents me from being able to be in a good mood.
Though it has only been a few months since I've joined this board, I hope that out of my 350+ posts, I was able to at least somewhat helpful. If what I've posted has helped even one person in their relationship problems, then I think I did the right thing.
I'm not sure when I'll come back. It probably won't be until after I'm done with my final exams. This is actually part of the reason why I feel I need to leave for the time being. Classes have become tougher I find that I have a problem with staying focused during lectures sometimes. When I am in my math class and I'm daydreaming about receiving a blowjob while the professor is explaining an equation, that's not going to help when it's time for an exam.
If I said I didn't think about wanting to have sex or wanting to be in a relationship, I would be lying. At this point, I just don't want to have a girlfriend. But this is where mind and feelings aren't working well together. With going to college full time, working part time, and planning my future, my priorities are set. I wish there was a way to not let feelings of attraction get in the way of all this but it's just not working.
That's not the only problem that I've been having lately but it's definitely one of the biggest. I won't go into details about other problems I'm having right now since this is already long enough as it is.
Take care, everyone. Hopefully when I come back I will be more clear headed and focused.
Lately I have been going through some rough times and thinking about things I don't want to think about. I know I can probably say some of my problems here and I'm I will get some advice but I have decided to try to find a solution my own way. Some of my troubles are based on sex and romance, or lack thereof in my case. However, there is more to it than just that.
I won't say that I'm completely unhappy but I know that I for quite some time now, I have not been able to feel happy or even satisfied for an extended amount of time. There always seems to be something happening in life or something happening in my mind that prevents me from being able to be in a good mood.
Though it has only been a few months since I've joined this board, I hope that out of my 350+ posts, I was able to at least somewhat helpful. If what I've posted has helped even one person in their relationship problems, then I think I did the right thing.
I'm not sure when I'll come back. It probably won't be until after I'm done with my final exams. This is actually part of the reason why I feel I need to leave for the time being. Classes have become tougher I find that I have a problem with staying focused during lectures sometimes. When I am in my math class and I'm daydreaming about receiving a blowjob while the professor is explaining an equation, that's not going to help when it's time for an exam.
If I said I didn't think about wanting to have sex or wanting to be in a relationship, I would be lying. At this point, I just don't want to have a girlfriend. But this is where mind and feelings aren't working well together. With going to college full time, working part time, and planning my future, my priorities are set. I wish there was a way to not let feelings of attraction get in the way of all this but it's just not working.
That's not the only problem that I've been having lately but it's definitely one of the biggest. I won't go into details about other problems I'm having right now since this is already long enough as it is.
Take care, everyone. Hopefully when I come back I will be more clear headed and focused.
