...Living the dream, all by myself.
Hi, I am a reserved yet very outgoing and confident 26 year old attractive and slim athletic body typed male. It seems at any moment I could have any girl I desire based on all their oodles over me. Everyone loves me and I have no enemies. I live a very wonderful and fulfilling life and have gotten no hand outs whatsoever to make it all happen. It's hard not to sound full of myself talking this way so I don't normally boast. Anyway, I'm trying the best I can to give you the full picture. I have 2 college degrees, am an eagle scout, perform a couple, 3, 4, 5 times a month promoting my music, have 5 "gorillaz" type genre music album 2 in stores, am a professional model, won various awards, been in a movie, gotten published, have a nice career in sales, have a car, a boat, a house, yada yada yada. I think I'm doing pretty well for only being 26! During the rarity that I'll manage to get a girlfriend its because some girl is just mad over me and I decide what the heck even though its no one I tried to pursue personally and also one I'm not that into to begin with. But I want to give em a chance. Usually they are all so sweet. I always put forth my best efforts in her, every girl is very important to me. I give her a fair chance and show her the best I can while treating her with respect. Her family always loves me, etc. I really am a fine gentleman and also damn good in bed! I've been told it is very surprising upon first finding out... and all my exes use me still for rebound "^&%s" when they can...dont know what to think about that but... In my downtime when I have the time I'm the kinda guy who's read books on giving female orgasms (secretly) and such just for my own fun and personal interest but would never tell anyone that! Or on the other hand I might be watching cartoons (or something completely different like that!) if I'm not recording music... To get to the point, Whenever I try to get anywhere with a girl I want, official date, or anything, they are all excited about it, then nothing ever ends up happening. They all wanna be friends, and I lose. They tell me how great I am and how they can't wait to go out with me, and then poof! I'll see em with some other guy that night or something... It's like they all just wanna blow me off ever so casually, maybe so that I won't really notice or they won't hurt my feelings or something... I just don't get it. It's happened like 100 times or something which is why I am finally here today for the first time asking advice from someone besides my mother. :) I've tried a million different things... I can cook, I am clean, I can paint, I can fix anything imaginable, I live a fun and exciting life, usually I don't even tell people what I do, seems like too much even to me...eventually, little by little things will get let out in an ever so conservative way. When I have a girlfriend they love me. I am perfect to them... but then, they always dump me! I really don't get it. I'm just trying to find a nice girl to settle down with. I've tried playing the bad guy too just to see... but nothing! I mean, I don't wanna say hey! I'm a model and a rock star! Look at me in this magazine, look at me here, look how cool I am! That's not me... I'm more like, hey, I'd love to go out with you sometime... Anyway, everyone knows me to be a really nice outgoing guy who's not a player. I have a million friends... And actually I'm also rated on a site as #1 most desirable!? Ha! Where are these people!? I wish! This is getting too long its late... I hope you can understand what I'm trying to say. I remember in high school an ex girlfriend told me yeah I was great and all, but I was just too nice... That always stood out for some reason. Like What? Please help! I'm in the midst of handcrafting a girl I love a present who'll surely appreciate it but it won't get me anywhere.... Thank you, love your site btw.