Let me start off by saying that I love my girlfriend, and I am thinking about poping the question. She also is very adament about waiting until marriage to lose her virginity. In the past, sex has been a huge part of my relationships, more so than the other stuff. Anyway, I recently went nine months without seeing her while I was in Iraq. Upon my return I've noticed that I've been talking to other girls with the sole purpose of having sex with them (I stopped drinking while doing this after one of them started to stroke me off) I feel horrible about this, but at the same time it comforts me. I don't actually have sex with them, unfortunately it's been over three years since I've had sex. I'm wondering if anyone else is in this same situation, and wondering how I could talk to my GF about this? I need to stop this. I feel aweful, and I don't know if my arm can handle it anymore.
PS. I told her about the girl who groped me.