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My problem is this, I have so much sexual energy, I always have, I've been masterbating since before I can remember, it may sound weird, but that's just how I'v always been, I can't help it. The other part of my problem is that my exboyfriends both had a really big penis, so I'm used to the way that feels. Ive tried men who are less endowed and I just dont enjoy it and cant achieve orgasm. It sucks because I've met men I really like and connect with on other levels, but if they dont measure up in this area, it just doesnt work for me. And I cant seem to find any man, nevermind a good one, with a big dick. Ive been single for about a year now, and its been driving me crazy not to have sex. I've tried some toys, but I cant really ride a dildo nor does it get bigger when I want it to. I can only give myself clitoral orgasms and its not very fun, its like a chore. I have to do it to release the energy so I don't go crazy, but its not nearly as pleasurable or fulfilling as sex with a man. I want a relationship with someone , but I would settle for a sexbot, just so I could feel the way I want to and have an incredible orgasm. I feel trapped by my sexuality and so frustrated by all this repressed energy. And I do not want to date another jerk, just because the sex is good. I am a single mom, and I cant go out a lot to try to meet people. Please let me know if you have any ideas to help me. Thanks.
